To be honest, I sort of fell into it. Before getting my apprenticeship I was living back at home with my mom after graduating art school (because student loans + art degree = zero income). I found work doing graphic design and product design for a large camping and vacation supply distributor and HATED it. Not only because I was underpaid for the work I was doing, but it was not at all what I wanted to do or where I wanted to be. All I ever wanted in life was to make a living doing art, but I struggled for years trying to figure out where my passion was. I was always drawing from a young age and had tried all varieties of freelance work ranging from commissioned paintings and murals, to t-shirt design, gig posters, coloring comics, and working every other type of job you could think of that was related to art in some way (screen printing, photo editing, art framing, etc etc.) But nothing ever stuck or felt like it filled that creative hole. Then one day, I was chilling in a hospital room recovering from an emergency appendectomy (just to add another layer to how awesome and not at all depressing my life was at the time), when a friend I’d graduated art school with called me up and asked if I wanted to move to New Jersey and learn to tattoo. Turned out she had fallen into it herself after making friends with a tattoo shop owner and, due to being insanely talented herself, was able to progress very quickly through her apprenticeship. Her mentor asked if she knew anybody else like her, showed him my work online, and they reached out to offer me an apprenticeship as long as I could get my ass from upstate NY to NJ.
Even though I’d been tattooed before, I for some reason never even considered tattooing as an option. Probably because I either felt I wasn’t cool enough and/or tattooed enough at the time to fit the image, or didn’t feel confident enough in myself to do the actual work. But I hated where I was living and hated what I was doing, so it was hard to really see a downside. So I said “Fuck it!’ I put all my eggs in that basket and moved to New Jersey, and it was seriously the best decision Ive ever made.
As soon as I started learning to tattoo, it was clear that this was the thing that I had been searching for. Not only did the technical side of it seem to come easily, but I loved that every day brought a new fun and interesting design challenge. I loved connecting with clients and hearing their stories and being given their trust and the privilege to provide a service that is so deeply personal and meaningful for them. It just checked so many boxes I didn't even know I had, and my passion for it grew fast.
Although this all happened by accident, I could never imagine myself doing anything else. I think I’ll probably always feel a little bit like an imposter or like I somehow cheated my way into this career. I know there are so many artists that pay out the ass or fight tooth and nail just to have an opportunity at an apprenticeship because tattooing is their goal and focus from the very beginning. What happened for me is incredibly rare and I am acutely aware of just how lucky I am. But even if this all happened by accident, I think my output proves just how much love, devotion, and passion I have for this craft and shows just how hard I work to continuously learn and improve on my craft. Not only to provide the best for my clients, but to honor the incredible life that this career has gifted me.